Would you call it trying if you are working three jobs but they are not fulltime? For example I haven’t had a fulltime job since 2008. Every job I’m working is part time? And it’s not enough money to move out but it’s gaining me experience should i be judged?
One of the bad experiences I felt with someone was the worst. I forgot about it and it faded but when I have to explain what happened all the memories of what I went through and how i felt show up when asked what happened. I hate explaining anything in the past it just a womb that reopens and reminds me that its my fault too. My fault in thinking things were real. I don’t want to be reminded of nothing I just want to be blank. I’m emotionally drained. If you can use up the water in your eyes mine would be all gone.
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